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Days

Jonathan Hadley

2026-09-21

Alternative MetalAlternative RockPost-Rock
Producers
Jonathan Hadley
Composers
Jonathan Hadley
Mix Engineer
Jonathan Hadley

About this track

So as we wind down the record, this song returns to the beginning. The days as a young boy and teen that I laid staring at the cieling wishing I was somebody somewhere else. Someone more popular, less awkward, less anxious, less flawed... Didn't matter. Just somebody somewhere that wasn't here.

Lyrics

I feel like I'm in a show
About infinite lows
And the plot line's killing me
The farther it goes

And I'm silently screaming
I'm silently screaming

And all these days
I lie awake
Dreaming I was
Anywhere else
Wishing I was
Anyone else
That doesn't count
These days

I keep on flipping
Switches
Hoping I will find
The one that makes
Me real

Instead I just keep
Getting burns that I
Will never heal
The cathartic Arctic air
Reminds me that I'm here
All alone

And all these days
I lie awake
Dreaming I was
Anywhere else
Wishing I was
Anyone else
That doesn't count
These days

Count these days

I spend my time
Looking for the switch
That makes me real

That makes me real

And all these days
I lie awake
Dreaming I was
Anywhere else
Wishing I was
Anyone else
That doesn't count
These days

And all these days
I lie awake
Dreaming I was
Anywhere else
Wishing I was
Anyone else
That doesn't count
These days
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