Diary of a Lost Boy

I've always wondered
What it's like to have a father
Then I wondered what
It's like to have a mother
This map is broken
These rooms are smoking
Be strong be brave
Be Everything
Sometimes it's overrated

I'm just a lost boy falling
With distant happy thoughts calling
But echoes don't count
When the stars are so far from
Where you are

Lost boy falling
It's like gravity is
Always calling

Hate myself cause it feels
Right somehow
Bang my head when the
World gets too loud
Choke myself to
Air my heart out
I love the feeling of fading
I love the feeling of fading...

I'm just a lost boy falling
With distant happy thoughts
Calling
I love the feeling of fading
Just a lost boy falling
With distant happy thoughts
Calling

Waking up in the dust
Feeling like a total stranger
Ears ringing from the quiet
Of this wild life preserve

Is my simulation good
Enough today
Am I good enough
To stay

Hate myself cause it makes
Sense somehow
Bang my head when the world
Gets too loud
Mirrors have me losing
Myself

I love the feeling of fading

Hate myself cause it makes
Sense somehow
Bang my head when the world
Gets too loud
Mirrors have me losing
Myself

I'm just a lost boy falling
With distant happy thoughts
Calling
But echoes don't count when
The stars are so far from where
You are

Lost boy falling like gravity was
Always calling