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Facets

Jonathan Hadley

2026-09-18

Alternative MetalAlternative RockPost-Rock
Producers
Jonathan Hadley
Composers
Jonathan Hadley
Mix Engineer
Jonathan Hadley

About

Facets is a strange song. Because it's more than one song. Facets is a musical demonstration of what it feels like to AuDHD. I didn't filter it for you... This is how things sound in my head. Welcome. It's about feeling lied to by what's in front you. It's about listening and hearing contradictions no one else seems to notice and feeling totally alien... Then trying to figure out how to blend in with the herd.

Lyrics

I walk blind through
The forest made of flesh
Like a fucking tourist
And I find my species foreign
Hard to see when
The goal posts have legs

Every day's like brand new
Evidence to the way that I never fit
But it's all irrelevant
You're just mad cause I
Don't let you get away with it
And I don't wanna break shit
I find a rhythm and sway with it
And every time I build it the
World chips away at it

World chips away at it
World chips away at it
World chips away at it

I'm just rebuilding myself
Without the garbage
Without the things that I want
And the rest falls away

I'm tired of rebuilding myself
Everyday
And the anxiety is not going
Away
And the pressure below
My skin is painful
(Pressure below my skin is painful)

I just want to live with a self
That I designed
I just want to build something
Is mine
I just want to live with a self
That I designed
I just want to bleed for something
That is mine

And I don't wanna break so
Just find a rhythm and sway
With it

Just find a rhythm and sway
With it

Just find a rhythm and sway
With it

Just find a rhythm and sway
With it
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