Discography

What is it like to navigate the world as an autistic person that doesn't natively understand social cues…

It's one thing to use AI to create a sound or even what you could call music, it's…

If you've followed the story at all you may remember that I'm multi-modal synesthetic. My brain encodes emotion…

NOTICE: If you previously purchased Warm Cyborgs, do not pay for this release. Reach out to support@abrasivemonologues.com to…

I wrote this song originally in 2022 while I was living in Texas… The way I write is…

What they don’t tell you is that when you finally wake up on the other side of CPTSD……

Dust [Volume 2] is a continuation of the Dust series of instrumentals compiled from each production season. Dust…

The Instrumental Score of Damages This is the version without words. Every track on Damages started as something…

Damages is about just that… Damage. Did you know that trauma doesn't need a villain? Sometimes traumatic things…

Between the verses, the spoken section rips away the last layer of pretense. It’s the admission that all…

“Dust” is a quiet descent into the spaces we inherit… both physical and emotional.A mixture of spoken word…

CONTENT ADVISORY – Emotional Themes This album explores themes of trauma, abandonment, identity, self-harm, emotional survival, and healing.…

Houses, is the first release after Jon Hadley was able to finally overcome decades of major depressive disorder.…

The Concept: Fate, In Silence Minor is focused purely on the music. There are no lyrics, and no…

The music on the Color EP is still Hadley true… But it hits a little closer to who…

Watchtowers is allusion to the calling of the quarters in the faith of the Hermetic Order of the…

"Dust," is a compilation of instrumentals that have been recorded over the past two years. Removing the vocals…

The SPLIT EP is the first studio production from Jonathan Hadley, along with it's counterpart, the instrumental Assemble…

"Assemble," is the instrumental precursor to the "SPLIT EP". All of the songs here are stripped of vocals…

Damages is about just that… Damage. Did you know that trauma doesn't need a villain? Sometimes traumatic things…

“Dust” is a quiet descent into the spaces we inherit… both physical and emotional. A mixture of spoken…

The song moves through coping by construction… patching holes with photos, holding breath until pain feels meaningful, gluing…

The opening track of Damages doesn’t warm you up… it drops you straight into the wreckage. This is…

No Safe Distance is a song written from inside the wreckage. Home was never a shelter, only slow-burning…

“Stable” is about appearing intact while carrying unresolved internal pressure. It’s written from the perspective of someone who…

This song lives in the overlap where senses stop agreeing with each other. Kisses carry color. Fear has…